I don't think I've ever seen in a New Year that happy!
How was your New Years spent?
-Bambii
xo
Saturday 31 December 2011
Friday 30 December 2011
Here's to the new year!
I'll be seeing it out partying with Snoop Dogg at Summadayze. Lovely.
Get your drink on, nobody wants to remember how they saw in the new year!
HAPPY NEW YEAR
-Bambii
xox
Tuesday 27 December 2011
I Hate My Workplace.
So I've just finished work and I am in the shittiest mood.
A typical shift at the local pub consists of either an Open/Close/Relief. I usually have Opens and Reliefs because my boss hates my guts, and doesn't trust me with the money. Eh doesn't affect me, my nights are usually free.
UNLESS, someone calls up sick and I cannot find someone to cover their shift. This happens ALOT, and apparently only to me.
So tonight, I do an Open till Close Shift with someone to help with the happy hour rush. What I didn't know, the "darling" of the pub was being thrown a going away party. The amount of bitching this girls does about everyone she works with and serves is horrible, and yet they give her over $500 in a going away card and throw her a fucking party. UGH. The speeches make me want to vomit and I'm in a bad mood.
Working eight hours serving the same assholes means I get to send their sorry drunk asses home, and deal with their bullshit. In the year that I have been working here, I have been threatened with my job, yelled at, been told I was going to get my head kicked in (because I cut her off), been told everyone there practically hates me, ect.
Great place to work huh?
I cannot wait to leave....
A typical shift at the local pub consists of either an Open/Close/Relief. I usually have Opens and Reliefs because my boss hates my guts, and doesn't trust me with the money. Eh doesn't affect me, my nights are usually free.
UNLESS, someone calls up sick and I cannot find someone to cover their shift. This happens ALOT, and apparently only to me.
So tonight, I do an Open till Close Shift with someone to help with the happy hour rush. What I didn't know, the "darling" of the pub was being thrown a going away party. The amount of bitching this girls does about everyone she works with and serves is horrible, and yet they give her over $500 in a going away card and throw her a fucking party. UGH. The speeches make me want to vomit and I'm in a bad mood.
Working eight hours serving the same assholes means I get to send their sorry drunk asses home, and deal with their bullshit. In the year that I have been working here, I have been threatened with my job, yelled at, been told I was going to get my head kicked in (because I cut her off), been told everyone there practically hates me, ect.
Great place to work huh?
I cannot wait to leave....
Threesoms
My partner, for the sake of this blog we'll call him Tom*, has this idea that if we we're to bring another person into bed with us there would be problems afterwards.
But, I still find myself checking out the competition. In clubs I have thoughts of walking up to the girl eyeing him off and saying, you can have him tonight, but we're a package and I'm the main event. I wonder how these dolled up girls would react, they aren't the obvious sluts out for a root and boot, they look like your hot girl next door types and that really gets me going.
My main fear - What if he realises I'm not who he want's to be with and takes off with our partner!
But, I still find myself checking out the competition. In clubs I have thoughts of walking up to the girl eyeing him off and saying, you can have him tonight, but we're a package and I'm the main event. I wonder how these dolled up girls would react, they aren't the obvious sluts out for a root and boot, they look like your hot girl next door types and that really gets me going.
Recently I made friends with a local stripper, and hell I have typed out that message a hundred times. "Tonight come meet us in the hotel room, bring your outfits we're going to have some fun." And the thing is, I think she'd be up for it too. She's not too interested in boys that look like Tom*, but we flirt a lot and I've tried to get him to come to the club she works at with me.. he won't bite. =[
Mutual friends look like a go too, some of them I know are into that sort of kink, but I don't think the girls are up for some girl on girl action and that's a deal breaker.
Am I a hypocrite for wanting to get some girl action in front of my man, but not wanting him to service them?
My rules would be strict no fucking or servicing her, but I'd love to watch a girl blowing him, maybe I'd get some hot tips? I wonder if he would like to see me getting it on with another woman? Something I've asked many times with no answer..
If you have any tips on how to go about getting a partner and getting him to agree to get into bed with us, your advice will be heard with open ears!!!!
Much Love
-Bambii xoxo
Introductions
My Name is Bambii BlackHeart (Changed for safety reasons)
I figured a new year is coming, why not start a closet blog. Something nobody I know will see, so I can share my reality with strangers.
I am a Closet Bi-Sexual, but for emotional relationships I am only drawn to men.
I have a loving boyfriend of at this moment exactly One Year and Ten Months who is the ONLY person in the world apart from you, the reader, who knows about my sexuality.
This is my Blog.
I figured a new year is coming, why not start a closet blog. Something nobody I know will see, so I can share my reality with strangers.
I am a Closet Bi-Sexual, but for emotional relationships I am only drawn to men.
I have a loving boyfriend of at this moment exactly One Year and Ten Months who is the ONLY person in the world apart from you, the reader, who knows about my sexuality.
This is my Blog.
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